Hopes ans dreams

kids have the funniest ambition we it come to what they want to be growing up. I was no different. But those dreams are always short lived. As we grows up we realize that those are just that dream, so at one point we have to begin  to consider our real option.

At first I wanted to write comic novel. I tried my hand at drawing many time  but i lost taste when i saw how other were far better then me. The only thing I got out of it is that it marked the beginning of my passion for reading. Most of the good comic novel being in English I also ended up bettering my mastery of the thong.

Drawing comics book being out of the picture i turned myself to another of my passion, reptiles. For as long as I can remember we always had one kind of lizard or the other at home. But that when I got my first iguana, Maggy, that I decided I wanted to raise them for a living. That hope kept on for a while until my early adulthood. But that dream to ended when Maggy died laying her first batch of egg. I could not bare to try with another iguana after her death.

I was left without ambition afterwards. I went trough my high school without knowing nor caring I would do later in life. All I really wanted was to leave my stepfather home. Then I was force to leave high school to get a job. I was contempt to get by during that period. Then many thing happened good thing and mostly bad thing. Then I went by to school to finish my secondary five and i managed to do it with impressive result. But I still wasn't sure want i wanted to do with my life. Then another event made me go to the cegep That where I found something that really made me happy, literature, and that's with the purpose of working in  the domain that I'm continuing my studies.

In conclusion,  what I meant to say all along is that for me my carer choice was influenced by the event of my life. If thing had been different I might have aimed for a more lucrative job, but the fact is that the only thing i desire in a line of work is that it makes me happy. Even if the odds are that I won't find any work my goal is set and I am taking this road without looking back.